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4 years 14 weeks ago, 7:45 AM

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I'm sorry I havent been on, just found out I have to go thru more Chemo for my cancer and the Chemo has made me pretty sick. I'm still stage 3 terminal and it really sucks, I keep trying to figure out why I deserve this. I have been a good Christian I wonder why God is punishing me? Anyway I still have alot more Chemo to do before they even think of sergury.

For those who dont hink I am that sheffield guy can you please say a prayer for me I really want to see my little nieces soccer games. I really hope things start to look up for me. I keep all of you in my prayers even those who chose not to believe me. May God bless all of you and your families. Piece be with you all and God bless

4 years 14 weeks ago, 8:20 AM

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Look bud,

if you are who you say you are then YES we care and of course we will say a prayer for you, on the other hand if this is just some sort of ploy for attention then.............. You and sis had a pretty rocky start around here with that whole Glock fiasco and some other things and like Reaper has stated, we do not tolerate liars and bullshitters here.

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4 years 13 weeks ago, 9:33 PM

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I have made my apologizes on my sisters behalf for that typo and I have maned up to being wrong about my Sig to Reaper and made a formal apology to him. I am not a bullshitter and niether is my sister. She has alot of "blonde" moments and as for me well I have reason that make my statement wrong though I dont want them to be. I never wanted to start drama here, that was never my intent. Like I said before I am just looking for friends someone to care for me I have never been married because I am not an attractive man especially now after the chemo has pailed out my skin and the loss of hair. I thought Chemo was there to stop hair loss like radiation does. I have no friends here where I live even my neighbors tell there kids to stay away from me as if I am contagious. Im sorry but you have know idea the pain I go thru just going out my front door. I'm not guilt tripping you or nagging on you, I'm just trying to get you to see I am not a bullshitter and to show you my true meanings on why I am here. All I have in this world is my sister. I lost my mom when I was 13 and my sister was only 4 to a drunk driver, My dad passed 2 years ago of the same thing that has me.... Cancer (same cancer I have). I shoot you all straight I am here to get friends so someone other than my sister knew what kind of person I really was and not the monster I look like

4 years 13 weeks ago, 9:56 PM

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MOATI, you have

given me your word and it is accepted as such, your word is your bond, you give it to me, you give it to samD, gregAZ, Greasy paws and every one else who is a regular on this site. We have had some problems which leave us feeling 'once bitten twice shy'.....Welcome Aboard!

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4 years 14 weeks ago, 9:26 AM

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Then this prayer will be..

We do care about anyone who is sick.. This site has shown that time after time, so believe me you have our sympathy, and yes you have this prayer.. As stated the prayer is only based on your post being honest.. We must never play with our Lords grace..

Lord we pray that you might touch this person with your healing light.. We pray that you take away any pain or fear, and hold him in the palm of your hands while restoring his health.. We ask that you guide his oncology team, and that the chemotherapy works..We pray that you might guide him to accept his condition and if its your will improve that condition that he might have remission.. In your Holy name we ask for your intervention.. Amen

a man has to hold his word, hold his beliefs, and hold a good sight picture.
4 years 14 weeks ago, 9:32 AM

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AMEN

AMEN

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4 years 14 weeks ago, 10:55 AM

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Amen Greg to everything

4 years 14 weeks ago, 12:29 PM

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Amen

Not sure God punishes us but strengthens through adversity. Glass half full/half empty...

Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth. Thoreau
4 years 13 weeks ago, 1:52 PM

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MOATI

Certainly we will pray for you, and we hope fervently that your cancer can be defeated.

Don't make the mistake to say that God is punishing you. It's not punishment. It's what has happened. We all have things to endure in life that are very difficult. Contrary to what many seem to believe, any "punishment" from God doesn't occur in this life. "Punishment", if one cares to call it that, comes after death, after the day of Judgment, and one incurs such punishment because of the failure to obey God's commandments while in this life. We bring it on ourselves.

The foregoing was not meant to be harsh, but to help you understand. It's not easy to not be bitter when things go terribly wrong, but it's what we must do. We all have afflictions ("crosses", if you will) to bear, and one of the things on which we will be judged is how well we bear them.

If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous, he will not bite you. This is the principal difference between a dog and a man. (Mark Twain).
4 years 13 weeks ago, 1:56 PM

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MOATI

Yep, we care, that's why this place works.
As for your affliction, I urge you to read the initial post from the link.
http://www.gunslot.com/forum/wise-words-friend
I hope it gives you some comfort.

The truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth!
4 years 13 weeks ago, 4:59 PM

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moati

i care dammit!!!! i watched Platoon 15 times straight and once all fucked up, but i never once saw a unicorn have sex!!!!....i love you

...check... G-AZ
4 years 13 weeks ago, 9:19 PM

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EBEAR

I'm still scared of you for some reason ad for some crazy I have love for you. I dont know why its wierd but your comment did put a smile on my face and second I have never een a unicorn have sex either (Wierd)

4 years 13 weeks ago, 9:37 PM

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K-I-S-S-I-N-G.......This is directed at fleabear (we have a special relationship) not you MOATI in any way (sorry to suck you into our personal hell).....fleabear, your derogatory remarks will haunt you and I will exact my 'pound of flesh'....ha ha ha!

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4 years 13 weeks ago, 9:44 PM

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HamsterW

I dont mind it put a smile on my face

4 years 13 weeks ago, 12:29 AM

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Moati

I agree with with Ecaman............God is not punishing you,He is a loving and forgiving God.....He may be putting you through this for reason you or we don't understand or should question.......He may be testing your faith.......if you feel He is punishing you ,you may lack the faith.

The hardest part about living is not dying,it's having something that lives in you,die.
4 years 13 weeks ago, 5:38 PM

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moati

sometimes when we touch...the honesty's too much i wanna hold you till......Fuck you Dumpster you corn hole'er!!!!...i'm sorry Moati where was i ? oh yes....we made love in my Chevy Van and thats allright with me...........

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4 years 13 weeks ago, 12:53 PM

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Ebear

I remember that night you were so fluffy

4 years 13 weeks ago, 1:06 PM

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you would have to be if fleabear has been banging.....er....ah.....Dating you...lol!

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4 years 13 weeks ago, 1:39 PM

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MOATI wrote:
I keep trying to figure out why I deserve this. I have been a good Christian I wonder why God is punishing me? Anyway I still have alot more Chemo to do before they even think of sergury.

My grandfather never smoked never drank, never did any kind of drugs or anything that we know can increase your risk of getting cancer and he spent his entire life trying to the right thing no matter what the consequences. When my dad was in his early teens Grandpa was diagnosed with cancer in his neck. After at least one surgery and lots of radiation treatments he was given a clean bill of health. Unfortunately the treatments left him with no feeling in his hands and feet. He was a welder for a mining company here in Utah and far as I know once he recovered from his treatment never missed a days work despite severly burning his hands on more than one occasion. I remember him telling me that the only way he knew when his hands were too close and being burned was that he could smell his gloves and sometimes his own flesh burning. Did my grandpa deserve this? Most definately no. Do you deserve what is happening to you? I don't know you (MOATI) well enough to say for sure but I'd bet you don't. Sometimes bad things happen how we choose to handle them is what defines us. I don't usually speak of such things, but I will pray for you.

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4 years 11 weeks ago, 7:19 PM

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because he doesn't want to look behind him. When my dad ties a dildo to his head and rams it into ebear's butt, that's called a unicorn.

"I have always been a soldier. I have known no other life. The calling of arms, I have followed from boyhood. I have never sought another." From The Virtues of War, by Steven Pressfield.
4 years 10 weeks ago, 5:38 AM

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You sound like you already gave up. Keep fighting and tell yourself it's not going to win that you have too much life left to live. It may be hard but try not to look at it as God is punishing you. Keep praying.

The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing.”-Albert Einstein

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