and had some from nimrod (fuck him), one from bearmeat (I'd fuck him with a baseball bat wrapped with barbed wire), and other, more current members. Where's clintlebo? does he still post? And what happened with fordvg? Is there really that much animosity built up over the Little Dragon thing? Of course, I don't frequent this site near as often as I used to, as evidenced by the lonely, mournful howls of nitris's dog, but has this site changed? Forgive me if my thoughts are a bit random, as I am three sheets to the wind (That still means drunk, right?), but this site is the first forum I joined and is the standard by which I jusdge other forums. Let me tell you, this is a TINY forum compared to others I am a member of now. But that's one of the biggest appeals for me. There are members here who I wouldn't give a second glance to once I observed their hands and eyes in the real world, but here, their opinions actually almost matter to me. man, I'm glad I can edit this before posting it. I have A LOT of misspelled words. Hell, I even look to see if LLE has posted any replies to my comments, because even though I disagree with some of his thoughts, he still portrays himself as an intelligent, articulate, and valuable member of this cyber community. I'm still a bit irritated at being described as a female in catfish's poem, but I got over that. Let me ask the senior guys something, and I hope I can word it clearly given my less than coherent state; do you older members, and by that I mean senior as far as time spent on this site, still look at me as a new guy? I see some of these members who have posted a lot during my extended absence and see new members who are just beginning to have an impact on this site. That's the other weird thing about a forum. There are members here who have been on this planet over twice as long as me, yet I see them as new guys. I'm sure there are members here who have much more advanced training than me and are capable of making me look like a two year old in terms of shooting and/or unarmed combat abilities, yet I automatically assume people on here are making shit up or are talking out of their asses (fourth point of contact for the militaristic members) when they post in the tactics and strategy area. Am I alone in this? Probably, but I'm drunk and still not tired, so there's my topic for tonight, regardless of how incoherent or nonsinsical it may be. And for anybody who thinks I reminisced (sp) a bit too much, fuck you and suck my dick. There ya go, there's ole' Runs for ya. Faggot.
"I have always been a soldier. I have known no other life. The calling of arms, I have followed from boyhood. I have never sought another." From The Virtues of War, by Steven Pressfield.
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